I can't imagine what could be racing through your mind right now... perhaps you're confused and experiencing feelings of extreme disorientation, or maybe even betrayal. Something that you needed was supposed to be here, and isn't. I wish I could be there to help get you through this, but I can't. In my stead, this simple page will have to suffice.
There are a couple of places I can recommend to a person in your situation (other than to go back from where you came). The start of the snapshots gallery, home page, travelogue archive page, and the about section, or search page are all excellent places to fall back upon when you find yourself troubled and/or bewildered.
If all else fails, you may contact me and I'll try and help you out.